Thursday, 22 October 2009

Michael McDonald - I Keep Forgettin


Michael Mc Donald - I Keep Forgettin'
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Apart from the main hook being used on Warren G's hip hop classic 'Regulate', this song keeps standing out for me at the moment as it's very apt for my current situation.

It's kinda wierd how some songs just drift on by on your playlist then all of a sudden something happens that makes a track difficult to be ignored and difficult to be listened too.

This is now one of those songs!

Does this mean eventually every song will eventually have some resonance because of life events? Should I be worried by songs like the Klaxons' 'Golden Skans'?



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Wednesday, 21 October 2009

Episode 5

Thomas looked about him in the plane.

He hadn't really paid much attention to who else was there with him, so lost in his thoughts he had been.

Apart from a couple of officials from the embassy, who he guessed were there to look after him, or at least keep an eye on him, were two other men.

The first was a well dressed man, with a short fade haircut and a bulky, muscular build which showed in his face. Thomas imagined that in later years the man's face would sag if he didn't keep in shape and would be indistinguishable from Droopy Dawg.

The man saw Thomas staring at him. "Something funny?"

Thomas jumped out of his skin at being caught out. "Huh? No. No. Not at all. I...I was just looking around."

"Well if you could avoid looking in my direction it would be better for you."

Thomas noticed that "Dawg's" hand was bandaged with some blood seeping through.

"I'm sorry." Thomas knew he should probably leave it there, but his curiosity got the better of him. "How did you hurt your hand?"

He suspected he knew what the answer would be. They were both on the same plane, being rushed out in the aftermath of a terrorist attack he had a hand in. The question that tugged at Thomas's furtive mind was why Dawg was here and injured.

Dawg seemed to consider whether he should answer or not "I was in Cairo following a terrorist suspect. We never realised until too late that he was carrying a bomb," Dawg nodded his head toward the back of the plane.

Thomas glanced over his seat and saw the second passenger who wasn't from the embassy. His head was bandaged and he seemed to be asleep.

"We got caught in the blast as we followed him into a Coptic church." Dawg closed his eyes and turned his head away.

"I'm sorry" was all Thomas could come out and say.

"You should be. You will be." Dawg turned his head, his eyes boring into Thomas'. "I know who you are. What you did. You will be sorry."

Thomas turned away before the guy could continue. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat for a minute, still wondering if Dawg was watching him.

What was he? A spy? International Police? They had been onto them! How much did they now of his involvement?

In the end he stood up, looked around and went to move a few rows down, closer to the embassy officals.

As he got out of the seat, Dawg grabbed his arm. Thomas looked down at him in absolute fear.

"We're going to get to know each other very well in the next few days, Thomas Carter."

"L-let go!" He was never very good at hiding his fear.

"No-one here really cares about you, scum. We're just doing our jobs. Me? I'm really looking forward to my part of the job once we're away from the airport."

Dawg let go of Thomas' arm as he continued on down to his new seat. He saw contemptuous smiles on the faces of the officials.

Had they always been there? How could he have not seen their hate for him.

Did they know their embassy had been the original target? There's no way!

Maybe they just hated him for killing innocent people. Or for fighting for a cause they didn't agree with.

"um...excuse me?"

One of the officials looked at him his initial sneer quickly covered by his professional attitude.

"Mr Carter?"

"Where am I actually going? I thought I was meeting my father." Dawg's words had set him thinking, fuelled by his natural paranoia.

"You will be meeting your father at the airport, but following that you will be taken to a secure location...for your own safety." The official couldn't help let slip a knowing smile as he mentioned the reason for Thomas' impending custodial period.

"For my safety? That man over there just threatened me."

"Mr Carter, that is one of our top security agents in Northern Africa. I'm sure he just wants to ask you a few questions about what happened today." This time he managed to keep a straight face.

"He's going to interrogate me isn't he? You know torture is illegal don't you! I've got friends in Amnesty International!" Despite his protestations the official seemed unconcerned.

"Really! What a coincidence! My Uncle is on the board of directors. Look, if you offer your co-operation freely then I can't see a reason to worry. Just tell them what they want to know and you'll be fine. After all, I know you want to serve your country as much as possible considering all the trouble its gone to to keep you out of harm's way."

The sarcasm did not go unnoticed. Thomas slumped back in his seat as the official went back to what he was doing.

He had no friends on this plane.

His future depended on his father.

He hated that.



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Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Forge

Always moving on
The past getting further away
My mind tries to stretch
To encompass every day
Holding on to the things that matter
Letting go of the things that do not
Taking with me what's important
Which is really quite a lot
I'm determined not to be beaten
Life will go on
I need to become an example
Of putting things right when they go wrong
Can I live my life alone
That's something I need to know
Will I ever find an answer
Well I've got a lifetime to go
Change has always driven me forward
Accepting everthing new
Hope springs from my heart forever
Does my hope find rest with you



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Monday, 19 October 2009

Self Portrait No.1



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Now playing: Sandi Patty - No Place to Lay My Head
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Thursday, 15 October 2009

Raise (63 Steps to Heaven) - Bocca Juniors



I just got a Junior Boys Own retrospective album and whilst I had versions of most of the tracks on there or had heard them plenty beforehand, this was one that whilst it was prevalent when it first came out seemed to be missed on later dance collections.

Basically, it meant that although having heard it before it had a freshness that captured some of the energy and buzz that the early dance music had before breaking the mainstream.

So, for the moment its my new favourite song!

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Episode 4

Kelvin was taken through secluded corridors at the airport to avoid the crowds, not wanting to draw attention to what was happening.

The plane hadn't arrived yet and wouldn't for about another hour.

The airport escort met with with Kelvin's aide in a private airport lounge area were told to make themselves comfortable.

"Would now be a good time to go over the statement we've prepared?" said the aide, approaching him with some handwritten, but clear, notes which had clearly been thrown together in the last hour or so.

"How much time have we got to keep the lid on this, Mike?" he asked the aide.

"I've been speaking with the consul. The Egyptian government are still dealing with the aftermath. It's chaos there. Reports are intermittent and unclear. There's no indication they know who's involved let alone whether its...your son."

"Let's be thankful for small mercies, then. Once he's here he can answer for things at our pace, in our way, rather than left there to god knows what kind of treatment."

"Kelvin. I know this is going to be difficult are sure you want to be the one handling this? You could leave yourself wide open..."

"Your concern is noted, Mike. I'm the best option for handling things though. Especially if things deteriorate. As long his name is kept out of the channels then there should be nothing for anyone to pick up on."

"Leaks?"

"Well, we can't control those can we? Such is their nature. We've got our response there though in case something does get out. The chance of there being someone in the chain who doesn't like what's going down is real but unlikely."

Kelvin took the handwritten sheets, "I'll let ou know when I'm done."

"Anything else?"

"Not yet. Thanks."

As the aide started to move away Kelvin had another thought.

"Mike, wait! Do you know whether this has filtered further than the direct chain of 'Need to Know'?"

Hesitating his colleague responded, "About twenty minutes ago the PM's secretary called me for an update as he wanted to take some info into an emergency meeting. I didn't really have anything to tell that he probably wasn't getting from his own people."

Kelvin drew a sharp breath. "Cabinet briefing."

Mike nodded in agreement.

"Okay. The PM's not going to be able to hold onto this much longer for me. There'll be too many arguments in that room to use this against me. This is going to get ugly before that plane touches down. The only thing in our favour is that it's the middle of the night."

"Kel, We need to get on..."

The two men parted and Kelvin moved over to the window looking over the runways. He stared up into the black night that was held at bay by the airport lighting.

The preceding hours had weighed heavy on him already. Now he wondered what kind of world his son would touch down in.



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Now playing: Bob Relf - Blowing My Mind To Pieces
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Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Twisting Around

Turning to the right
My eyes following
Pulling to the left
Gravity won't let me go
Held in between
Caught in tension
Suspended motionless
By two opposing forces
I need to break free
To go one way or the other
I pull away from gravity
I lean to the right
I get pulled back
But I have to keep moving
Staying in the same place
Will kill me
I pull again
I snap straight back
Giving up isn't an option
So I try again
Each time I move a bit further
This will take some time
I'm torn between two places
Where I was and where I want to be
Gravity pulls me back
But I WANT to push forward
Twisting
A little more
Twisting
Making space
Twisting
Room to move
Twisting


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Now playing: Junior Jack - Dare Me (Stupidisco)
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